Just an short update before I can't blog about this :p Officially got my braces on for good today! Seems like it wasn't like what I checked in the internet. You can see most of the comments about braces are something like "WTF IT HURT SOOOO DAMN MUCH !@#$%^&" "it fcking hurts like a 13itch!" "never go get braces! it really hurtsss!!!!". For now, it feels alrightie ok ok kind of discomfort-ness but nevermind.. I shall screw Dr.S if my teeths isn't straight after 16 more appointments!

Dr.S managed to put colours on my braces for the first time and I chose baby pink instead of blue because I thought having pink is very cute. Though, its not that visible unless your eyes are like right infront of my teeths.

Yesterday's training wasn't as bad as I thought it would turned out. Sweat alot, quite many boys showed up for the very very first time. I left everyone 1hr earlier :P under reasonable reasons ok? Not sure why I was feeling mad yesterday. I think its because of my shoe -.- cause like, my sock wasn't high enough so the shoe part where my ankle is, yes that part, (wtf i don't know how to explain bah) that part of the shoe was rubbing at the back of my ankle and now got this bubble thing there and its so itchy and at the same time, sorta pain?

When I was already in the car, on the way back home, then started with the Kung Fu Panda song! By that time, I was least mad liao :p Gay lah I know but.. it makes people feel corny horny and follows by happy.

What are you guys planning for tonight? Lonely ah me tonight. No party, no celebration, no dinner, no countdown, whatever also don't have ._.

About New Year's resolutions..

- Study better and get awesome grades.
- Must get to homework after I get home from school.
- Serious about studies and not fool around.
- Prove to my dad wrong.
- Score at least 70 for Maths everytime.
- Score at least 75 for all the other subs.
- Have to stop complaining about life. (since karma gets it anyways)
- Learn to appreciate what I have now.
- To not talk back when my parents are trying to give me a "lecture". (this is gonna be hard)

Thats probably it! More to come for it but the mains are all there :) More actions, less bull shitting.

Last but not least..

Happy New Year!
in advanced ;)

Its time to blog like Qin Yi! uh, whatever Hui Tien. Ok, so I think I hurt-ted (wtf is that?) him really bad. Yes, he was saying something like "when you said something like that, it kills me inside". He made me felt bad about my self. I just realized, I never did accepted anyone that ever chased me just because I never gave them a chance to prove it? Is it really time for me to have one? I mean like I'm only 14 next year. Did anyone of you guys knew, for my whole life, there's only this dude whom was actually attached to me. It was a short one and a memorable one. I thank you, YS, even you fckin moved the Canada after we broke up for only a month, you were still the sweetest :) Though, none of my friends knew you existed or seen you before. I know can liao lah actually *winks*. Oh and by the way, my weight dropped! AH YAY YAY!

Just for a few more days, school is once again reopened for us to study, get scolded, get complained, have fun, got bored, forget to pass up homeworks/projects, be happy, get into a stupid fight, gained ilmu (i dont know whtheck is it in english) & etc etc. I am 111% not ready for school. I don't wanna disappoint my parents with my grades anymore, I really don't want to. What I really am waiting for is to see that smile on my parents face and say "you did good this time" and it can really make me smile or happy like crazy.

And yes, that feeling felt more heavenly than LOVE, because you know that your parents are actually proud. For me, that is. I wish, I will do good in every subject next year and more years to come. If I could just have 3 wishes...

black and white, isn't it obvious for every night?

SOPE, had all the 4 tooth pulled out like finally cause I didn't want to worry anything about it nymore lah and now i'm much more relieved because suprisingly it was tolerable enough for me. Or was it the injection part? You know, i have no idea how many needles went through my gums and i can feel like as if there's holes on it. Went to Dr.Sim first to have my major tooth decay filled and my cheeks were mostly on his tummy LOL, random fact btw. Next, had my lunch (part of my left side mouth, tongue, lip, nose?! was still numb so i can't feel my saliva/troat) and straight to Dr.Chua. It was time for me to have my tooths pulled out, fcuking scared can. At first my dad wanted me to choose if i really wanted to have everything out at once. I was literally crying already for food's sake! Ever since i was younger, i'm a sissy for dental clinics/dentists because obviously i knew my teeths wasn't under a good condition which made me more fear those sharp needles and drills :s Dr.Chua's pointy coat was poking me the whole time and i thought it was her boobs TEEHEE. Anyways, both of the dentists were being really gentle on the injections so everything was fine. The meds there for the fillings is all just weird. They have this Fuji2, Fuji7 & Fuji9 thing to fill my tooths. It all reminded me of Fuji Air :P me wants to go out and nobody wants to go out with me. Why you all hate me ha?! Loner much ._.

Currently craving for food. I really want to sneak out of the room and have my Chicken Flavoured Supered Brand pop mee now :9 The time now would be around 4am and i'm here blogging with my phone and a rolled up-pointy tissue paper in my nose. I have to take 2 tablets of Panadeine every 4hrs and different type of Strepsils every hour plus 1 tablet VitaminC & 6 tablets Fish Oil per day! Totally putting the blame on my brother cause he would just cough so hard at night and have his saliva all over my face ftw! And not because i knew that would happen and still stupidly face my face right front of his face, but because i turned to his side while sleeping and there goes him coughing like he's tryna cough his brain out... Aiyaa! I ran out of tissues -.- Can't wait till i get back to Brunei so i can have snack anytime i want without getting caught or whatsoever. Damn, stop growling liao lah stomache! Tummy will turn bigger one le ):

Bro: 爸~

Dad: *blah blah blah blah blah*

Bro: 爸~

Dad: *blah blah blah blah blah*

Bro: 爸！

Dad: *blah blah blah*

Bro: 爸~~~！

Dad: what?

Bro: 爸~ EH, i forgot what i want to say already.

ROFLMAO! hahahahah that totally made my day :D

i've sersly got nothing to update already. &NO, i do not want to blog about what time i woke up, or eat what for breakfast. Pluhease and tankyiu.

Namaste ya'll!

if there is still human reading :)

Flickr is really faster comparing to Photobucket. I find myself sort of outdated cause firstly, am i the only person among you guys that hasn't watched 2012 yet? & also New Moon! I've watch it BTS at E!. I know, i'm ruining the whole movie for my self (ftw). I blame my brother for it. Secondly, seems like everyone has a Twitter account except me. Why don't i have one? Answers, i donno*.

ahhh, yup i still have Friendster. NOT because i'm lame, because i can stalk people :D ok lah, that is also consider the lameness. They changed the layout totally! Looking wayy better than before. More fresh and environmental green? Not to mention, its greeen. Still can't compare to fb if we want to compare it social networkly (?).

fcuk periods, they make my 腰very very very uber酸 all the time :(

i miss the time when we're stupid and getting scolded by the teacher for not passing our homeworks up, i miss the time when we always suan YiQin for no reasons, i miss the time where XinLu laugh so bimboticly, i miss the time where TCC hiao CCL, i miss the time that we annoy Lala with the angmo teacher, i miss the time where i can suan Lynne and bitch slap her.

you're the 13itchiest and most annoying close friend that hangs with me everyday in class/canteen and all. You can get really emotional sometimes but you're awesome as usual. You're one of the friends that can bare with my dirty/lame jokes, 13itching about you right infront and know that i was only joking, slaps you in the tummy and you're still cool with it. Sometimes you do piss me off until i wanna slap you so bad but in the end, i know i have to face you until the year ends. Now, this year is gonna end, no more being class mates, no more doing all the stuff we do, no more annoying people by singing songs at the back of the class. I will miss you to the max :') I still hate you though.

HAHA! I absolutely remember this time. The time where these 5 flowers didn't bring their Geography workbook 8) and i are the only one of them who brought it with me LOL. Lucky lucky me!

i will miss 2009 like sick :)

eventhough its the worst year ever.

porkballs?

I can accept any food that is pork but, porkballs? It just taste weird&all; but here, its the most famous asian food ever. I wanna go to Taiwan badly :( the place where i'm living here is mostly at the rural areas which it's always very very hot with flies, mosquitoes, wild dogs, mountain pigs?! etc's like that. Oh and a very happy birthday to my bro Ngu Sung Chaow, yes, the boobiest one. So far i haven't took any pictures since i'm living like somewhat a jungle plus, everyday i would just sweat and mosquitoes bites on my arms&legs. Living under a same roof with my family here in this kind of situation just sucks ball.

just a short update for those whose wondering where i've been and how i'm doing :)

p/s: haha if you're thinking how am i suppose to blog when i'm living at a jungle like place, well, animals nowadays is just more high-tec than before. Astro is also available, got 双星 somemore! I don't even have 双星 at home leh.

AIYA ):

if any of you are wondering how the fcuk has life been going through recently; it certainly is not fun nor is there any excitements! Tomorrow's the day where my/our parents will brag about our grades and is upset &! also keeping my stuff away for another punishment. I know i will not get the 4year course *sobs* cause i know i didn't put all my best in it which regretting now is already useless you may see. Every time, I promised myself to do well next year but always ended up having shitty grades/results and have my parents scolding how disappointed they're are and how hard is it to work just to let us go to school, etc's.

VACATION! part of where the actual "fun" begins rather than staying at home slacking lah. Seems to me that my aunt wanted to bring my boobie bro (Chaow) to Beijing around early December and not bring me! D: she said I'm always off the track for being in time, blah whatever. They changed their destination to Taiwan (!$#%$%$^%@#@!#@$ crying out loud!). NOOOOO! Where hot asian/two lines looking chinese dudes are there! BITSSS! -.- guess I'm stuck at KK& Sibu working with my dad. Another thing that has been really wtf lately is the air-conditioner in my room. It will automatically turn off and turns on half an hour later! After it's on again, it will go off within 15 minutes, again. Sleepless night~

I'm starting to get tired of blogging.

HELLO MATES! its been so long since i last actually edited a photo of anything--this picture gave me the inspiration to click on photoshop. Life has been better than before. Day by day, everything's harder and people do change under some circumstances. Changing is part of where people grows to experience more, isn't it? but well, not everyone change because of a good reason. At times people change because they think they're not good enough. At times people change, but they'll never realize how a big boob they are for not being true. what the hell did i just typed out? :o

Today's training made me can't walk up and down at home -.-! I made up a story about me going to the dentist tomorrow so i can ditch not go training for just one day, and its enough resting for me already! Saying something un-true is lying but not telling is keeping a secret :D wahlao eh.. it took me 2 minutes to go down the stairs! (wtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtf) uhh can't think of anything else to type about cause my life is. . boring :)
peace!

Today is tiring yet an awesome day :)
went to Miri with Q and my dad.

Took a picture of my "fresh face" in the morning while waiting for Q to get ready.
woke up damn early this morning.
I managed to woke up around 5.30-ish but in the end fell asleep and up again
around 6-ish. After that, i fell asleep again -.-
its all Qinyi's fault though for sleeping like a dead pig.
She's like no respond when my phone's alarm went on for thrice!
Thankfully my dad remember to set his alarm for it, if not,
it would be Qinyi again :p *sarcastic*

its always good to bring your phone with an earpiece along
incase you know, when our parents starts to switch on they're
"hip" songs from the 60's,70's,80's.

The sky was cloudy all the way long and rained for quite while.








we arrived at the dental clinic half an hour late due to
those car driving slowly when we're about to reach.
You know lah, the place?
where people cannot simply cut? (wtf)
there's this one dude who came out from one of the clinic's room
with not bad looking look so Qinyi decided to take pictures of him when
he's only right infront of us ._.
Fortunately he didn't noticed anything, why?
maybe he's paiseh to see. . something :D






after having our teeths checked with the orthodontic,
they asked us to come back an 1 hour later for another more
specific explanation about the problems that we have in our teeths and all.
so my dad gave me and Q to go shopping at the nearby shopping mall/centre.
bumped in to Azim (F3B) and his lil bro there too.














next stop, the beach! :))
where again Q, is very very very very uberly desperate to go
ever since we planned about going to Miri for braces.
its sort of like part of the trip.






STAIN! D:
from the evil kelupis's oil but its tasty (y).






with the asian look, 2 LINES for me.


my teeth is gonna be fixed and straight 2 years later!
and no the braces aren't fixed on my teeths yet.
am i suppose to be happy because i'm gonna have
3 of my tooth plucked out painfully but it'll end up worth it?!
damn, i'm really scared lor. .




my dad was sleeping in the car while waiting for me and Q to finish
vaining around the beach 8)




the trip ended really tiring and satisfying?
(sounds wrong i know)
oh and if you noticed there this "z" at my tagboard.
To z, " i really appreciate that you tagged on my cbox on what you think
is disturbing your sight or something? maybe i'm not thinking it your way
but for sometimes i do pose really weirdly/ugly but thats how the picture won't always look
the same right? but thankyou also for the comment :) i'll try my best to smile
properly next time. "

"THE FACEBOOK TRICK: press up,up, down, down, left, right, left, right, B, A, Enter key, then right click then press up and down and magic circles will appear. Put this as your status if it works. after you follow all the steps scroll up or down...then the circles will appear. The only way to get rid of them are to log off or refresh the page it works. It works - seriously......"



it actually works, and no i did not edit those circles in :)

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Happy Birthday Alai Syafiqah @ P.P!
you are so.. undescribeable!
we've known each other ever since we're so little,
like at the time you're 7 and i'm 6 :D
but never did get to know each other well
since our parents atu.. me know you know *winks*
i think we only got close around last year or so.
hopefully i can still meet you in the future when we're gonna be separated next year :/
you're a really awesome friend that i can share something with
even when you force me to tell you about it.
best of luck in everything you do in future times
and always remember me!
i still wanna go to you're wedding though TEEHEE!
happy birthday again Alailai! X)
♥