Congrats to the newly wed!
my cousin look so pretty.. :)
more photo's up tomorrow, hopefully.

P6Brownie 2007!
With Mr.Goo as our form teacher *tears*.
there was only 10 girls in the class and 20 over boys
just like my class now, 11 girls and 20 boys (y)?
you can see alot of people has changed their looks for the past 2 years.
spot any of us? *winks* :D


as Barry eating his "sticks" with his mouth full.
he was saying something really un-logical that time.
hardly understands him cause he's BARRY THE UN-UNDERSTANDABLE!
yeah, I know..






B class was having their Remedial classes at the library while
my class had ours at Biology lab. Last day of it was heck bored I tell you!
but its not like it was any fun the day before and the day before before lol.


thanks to these two for being hyper all the time :) ♥





Me: "lame asses, trying to do that -.-"
Ana: "caakee.. caakee.. i've waited so long!"

why does my body look like that?! Gross..
and btw peps, I'm gonna leave Brunei for 4 days!
YAYYER!
leaving tommorrow approximately :P
atleast I get to go somewhere..
Sad Hols aliens!

You can skip this cause it ain't gonna be entertaining.

Today, after browsing thru everyone's blog made me realize that.. I'm always at the very bottomest and some of it, I wasn't even there. They can't even remember. People I know is getting together now and it's a really good thing. They all have been waiting for this moment a very long time I guess, and now, I'm the one who's falling apart. My whole life not thinking about this kind of thing that can haunt me every time when I see them happy. Everything that has happened made me understand that I can never have a best friend because there's no such thing well, in mine that is. I only will have a good/close friend but not a best friend.

Definition for best friend,

"Someone who is always there for you. Sometimes they have words of encouragement and sometimes they tell you what you don't want to hear. But it's all done in love. Someone to help pick up when you fall and laugh with you when you are happy. One that will be there for you, when you have down days, as well as up days."

Friend 1
- She said I'm her best friend, but she treat's another friend of her's like as if she's the queen. She can do anything for her another friend but when I ask her to help me, she'll just either says no or she'll just give excuses. What a best friend, huh?

Friend 2
- She has alot of friends, she once said she hate some of them but now they're all top of me. She also once said she feels like I'm the only best friend she had. Everytime I try to have a convo with her at somewhere, and she sees her other more important friends of her's coming, she'll just run to them and then after that she just stays with all of them and not coming back.

Friend 3
- I don' t think she even remember's me as her best friend now. That makes me I was once her best friend then? She still come and tell me stuff that she thinks is bothering her but, I didn't even say anything. And everything is like as if I didn't helped her or something?

Friend 4
- She's back with her old friends already ever since that day and I'm really happy for her, really.. Whenever we see each other, we would only greet or just by asking how have we've been.

Friend 5
- I have no idea if you're still even my friend or whatever but you keeping secrets from yer best friends is just gonna make me and her hate you more. You're making yerself like as if me and her is leaving you alone. Do you feel happy like that?


The point is I need another fresh start. Not in my school, not in Brunei but in another place, another country where I can let go every sad'ness in me :) NONE of you care if I was sad or getting left out. All you guys can see in me is Happy'ness? If you think someone who's hyper is always happy, think again nab nab. Letting it out feels gooood 8) How sad of person who doesn't has anyone to care for them. Every of my "best friends" has the same opinion on me when I talk to them. I can see them saying "she's a boring person". Not only the 5 person there, there's still lots more but I don't wanna type more of them. Thinking of them would only make me angry. I should brag more in my blog and then make it private so then everyone would think that I'm so happy and sad free, isn't that great? Pftt, its actually pointless typing so much since no one cares anymore.

Cause nothing really happened to the way its planned.

I feel like a boob.
A boob that got thrown away by all her best friends.
I'm such a boob.
So stupid~

Edited due to spelling mistakes.

AH-LOW-HAH readers and non-readers! Once again I'm here to bore you :) How great of a person am I? haha so went out with few of the Form4-ers, Qinyi and Lynne yesterday to celebrate Kang's birthday at gaydong around arcades and running around looking for the girls cause they kept dissapearing from our sight (they have their boyfs not to mention with them so you know what la). It turned out to be not what we've expected to be awkward but its still a lil bit weird to sit around with all of them at Escapade. At first they said they were all watching a movie so I thought why not since there's nothing better to do, and I regret it badlyy! -.- They were watching Orphan which people rate it as a "thriller killer" movie. The girl in the movie was freaking old! Judging by she's suppose to be 9! I was to cut my hair later and yes I'm again at Gay-donk blogging (Harris). This month is just one of the most function and none pictures month everr! I do miss going out with the oldies referring to the Form3-ers; XiaLiHua, AngZiYing *winks* you guys know what to do kan? Well, I'm really looking forward to hang with you guys and Squiddy Wani too! Oh also a month to be worried about SPE! It's on October 3rd for sake! So much function, so lil time to study :(

A Happy Belated Birthday to;
Wong Xin Ni , Wan Qatrunna & Kang :D
best in everything guys..

Oh damn. Updates! The internet is being a pain in the ass recently and made me go online with my mom's phone when I needed to. That's the reason of me not going online and playing fb -.- A lot of things has been happening for these few restless days like projects, projects and more studying to do for SPE's sake. Its really annoying to know that theres no time to have fun anymore, the teachers have been really serious on us in homeworks and some other thing that I'm suppose to know but eventually I can't remember. Speaking of which, another typical drama of people (quarreling) is yet another thingo which they made us to see if who's wrong or right and blahs&yadas. The point of us "leaving chms as soon as possible" is because we're all tired of situations like this happens ALL the time! I mean, people do fight but this is too much *grims* of people cutting their hands and getting sad whatsoever. I am not blaming anyone or trying to judge anyone here.

Note to myself not to brag!

Ok, done with the complaining if not, I'm sure that I'll offend some one in my school or class and I think I've already offended someone when they read this. (I am not referring to anyone) so please don't think that I am referring to anyone one of you. Yi Qin had her birthday party on the 29th at her house. Her house is damn cool especially the living room and the sofa :D and a very Happy Belated Birthday to Ah Chong Qin. A Happy Birthday to Joey Wong and a Happy Advanced to Lame Queen Nien.

so long ya'll and tata! :b