how do I breathe, when you're not with me?
cause you made it harder to breathe.

The time now is not pass 12am YET, so it's still my birthday :D
At school today was nice, got greeted by almost everyone I know and not know. Received like a hell lots of hugs for the very first time (more like choking me to death). Oh and I wanna thank Zanna & QinYi for their awesome prez! Every one just made my day, how can I not be happy when people greets you with a HUGE SMILE on their face?

Some one's avoiding me badly like as if he doesn't even know me already! He now only talks to me online and none from reality D: He said he 's like scared of me? I call it, Tiennerphobia! LOL cheesey much. A lot has forgotten my birthday and some even thought it was tomorrow ): quite sad lor, Wei Jun and Lao Mao! -.- How was school? So far so good! Though, the class can be really lame and quiet at times but I enjoy having drastic changes in me loife ;) But I can totally bet on that, fun, never stands on my side for long.

And today at English class, I accidentally said something so so wrong LIKE WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU wrong ._. It's hard to explain but, well, at least I brighten up the whole class and had a great laugh about it. Oh how awesome, everyone's talking about it, PFT! I made a fool out of my self in front of the new student! Nooooo.. this cannot be happening because, I have this "bad" first impression for the first day he reached school. Oh my Buddha! :O

Lastly, Happy 14th Birthday Ngu Hui Tien!
Stop being a hard headed girl and try to listen more please.

I just is SO SO mad at you! Why can't you understand?! Are parents always like that? PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY YES, THEY ARE ALWAYS LIKE THAT! You just really had to make my day worst, huh? Does making my life miserable or sad makes you feel good? WTF like WTF! Damnit I'm so mad right now. This isn't what you called being "caring" lah ok? Suck ball :) I am not going to say, oh fcuk you because I do not hell wanna fcuk you!

And thinking positive makes it wayyy better than being emo for the whole day. If I did gotten emo for the rest of the day then I'm the one who's making it worst isn't it? Thats why, I shall blog and type whatever I feel like typing craps about (retard .|.). And omg, the feeling when I was with them on the court, playing with them, it's like, I'm such a loser.. A BIG ONE. Why can't I ever improve? WHY OH WHY? :'( Crying out about all these will make me feel better and.. I.. I.. just don't think I can make it to the team. Fcuking obvious I suck so bad! I'll drag the whole team down, but I know, I won't get chosen so, no worries for me. This year, I'll be sitting at the bench cheering for you guys.. again. By maintaining a happy mood, avoid thinking bout negative stuff Tien! JUST STOP THINKING. On the bright side, I'll know that I've tried my best and gave it all, I still can't make it, and I'm helping the team to win :) by not playing.

Happy people ain't always happy yknow? All those emo emo people will only say "they always very happy one hor, never sad one." Well, fyi emo people, when "happy people" gets emotional, WE'LL EFFIN win you in being emo. We tried so hard to be happy and let others feel better and know that, people still can be happy even when you have nothing expensive or luxurious. You may think "aiya, you where will have any sad problems? You everyday so happy ah, like me meh, everyday sad this sad that, haisss (that what my friends always tell me -.-)." WRONG again boobs. Once again, being emo is pwnage cheeseball, agree not? I bet ya'll emo people out there is being envy. You guys can also wad. Problem is.. YA AIN'T THINKIN' OUTSIDE the box.

Living in your own world can be nice but, try socializing more. Random Fact: Do you know that Banana has a kind of chemical/whatever that can actually make you feel happier? I want this very badly, and I know it myself too :'( KARMA PLEASE help me. Though, I never did anything nice or holly (sp?). WHATEVER LAH! I know I won't get in anyways (AND QINYI, STOP ASKING ME TO BELIEVE! It doesn't work on me tee dot tee).

p/s: Pardon me for grammar errors and my speaking. Is mad, so don't think I care ^^!

I came across this website when I was looking up something on Google. I found this little adorable black kid who suprisingly were born with blue eyes! His parents are both black, and no, they're not mixed blood with some other race, they're just a family of typical African American like Barack Obama is.

Have A Great School Year Guys!

me need a new layout, I want something different,

different like not white as I've been using white

for ages now and it's getting boring somemore so bright x.x

.lavlavlav i vantz ya lav.

Do you believe in love ever after?
因为，我相信。。

Cheong Chea Chea & Andrew Jieh

Congrats to the newly weds! (my cousin on the left and her now so called husband on the right) so happy for her la :p I didn't get to attend her wedding because it was like a very last minute thing, plus we're in Brunei and the wedding is held at KL. As usual, I never really get to go back for most of the things happening like, the other time where my uncle got married, and then CNY, then now this. But, I do get to go back if it was at my dad's side cause we only have to travel by car to get there.

You know, this new cousin in law of mine really somehow looks like 潘裕文 one lor. I'm not kidding! I even made this to prove..

HAHAHA alike not? They even have the same nose! Just prolly if my cousin in law had the same hair as 潘裕文 then I assure you they'll look like twins. This is plain creepy.. Wonder if he can sing lol. Untung lah Chea :p

In 1 more day, school will finally be reopened again ): Nevertheless, I shall be prepared and armed! (for what?) this, is going to be cheeseball fo'shure. Please no Shanthi! -.- Cannot bear with that whomen anymore. There's like bread in her mooth when she tried taking/yelling. Especially when she's trying to threaten us.

Oh and I wanted to add another New Year resolution specially for my brother Anna Ngu :p That is..

- Slap, mock, insult, hit, threaten him every time :DDD

Awesome ayy? *wiggle eyebrows*

A very last picture for today and my very personal fav ;)